Bi-woman pool party!!!

Is the plan for tonight. A few woman, about 10, from a bi womans group Les is in is haveing a pool party tonight.

I can see the thoughs of the men reading this now. I am sure all that is raceing threw ya head is bi-woman in swimsuits haveing water fights and then a great big orgy after!! LMAO well, as far as I know, no, that isnt happening, the orgy part. But it will be nice to leave the house and go do something for the night. Yep were not comeing back tonight. It is a minuet away and with it already starting late and adding drinking were just gonna stay there for the night. So it should prove to be an interesting night. It will be nice to hang out with woman, well anyone i guess, that isnt just chit chat at a bar or bingo. So I will post on that tomarrow or Sunday.

I went to the hospitol last night. I couldnt seem to catch my breath and my chest and arm hurt like a bitch!! So off to the county hospitol we went. And I knew as soo as Les made the turn to the right and not the left that we were off to Ben Taub and off to a LONG LONG night.

Last time i was there, only other time for that matter, I waited 15 hours. 12 befor i saw a doc for 5 minuets. seriously 5 minuets. She didnt touch me, and really didnt ask any questions. Just gave me 2 precriptions, that dont do shit by the way, and sent me on my way. So I sat in the er for 12 hours, no pain meds, in hard ass seat, could lay down, to see a doc for 5 minuets. And then had to wait almost 3 hours to get my precription filled. Sine I have the county insurence I have to go there and have my stuff filled there. No choice in the matter. I cant just go to walgreens.

Well aftr waiting almost 3 hours last night i finnaly got to see the triage nurse, 3rd to lasdt step befor seeing a doc. And I asked her how long the wait would roughly be. She said 10-12 hours from this point. Well fuck me, we had already been there almost 3, it was now 4 am and we surely couldnt stay untill at the earlyiest 2 pm that afternoon. She lost her ever loven mind!!! So I went to Les and was like were outtie, c'mon. And of course she said nope sit your ass down, we will wait you hurt. well she changed her mind when we saw that the nurse had me down for muscle cramps. MUSCLE FUCKEN CRAMPS?!??! you have got to be kidding me. No it isnt a muscle cramp. I was really scared I was haveing a heart attack or some. (im not in the best shape or eat the best diet so it is a real risk) Leslie was pissed went hunting for the nurse manager to tell teh the bitch didnt know what she ws talking about. well needless tosay after waiting 45 minuets for the nurse manager we left without speaking to her.

I told Les when I came back last time, I will go to the hospitol that is 5 minuets away, not 45, and be seen and happily take the bill. I understand ALOT of people are on their case load but damned if people should wait 14+ hours to see a doc who could give a damn. So here I sit. My arm, yeah it hurts some still. But not enough to go back to Ben Taub. The only way you get good treatment at Ben Taub is if you come in dieing. If you get passed the er adn get admitted it is supposta be a great hospitol, but you just have to make sure the nurse puts down the right thing or you wont be seen for 14 hours and you may just die in the waiting room either frm your illness or from boredom.

But, pain or not off to the bi-pool party!!!!! HEHEHEHEHE I so cant wait. I shall take pics. :-)

I have seen it all now.

OK was intbetween this chinese show I happened to stumble across on channel 75, AZN is the call letters. I dunno what the show is, but it is still on the T.V. Why I havent changed it is beyond me.

Anyway I have seen it all for infomercials. I have see the food dehydrators and mixer slash blender and the pots that cook your food without being in or on the stove. I have seeen the magic cleaners and wipes and everything. I am a nite owl, I have seen most of them, meny times.

But today I saw somehting and really i have seen it all. An electric eyelash curler. WTF?????? Ok one, who needs a curling iron a half an inch from their eyeball? I see the lawsuits a commin'. If I went so affraid on blinding myself, I might have to get in line. Two, what was wrong with the old fashioned ones? Not all that old fashioned but seems they are now. I remember my mom and grandma useing the maybeline silver, looked like a vise, one. Always scared me. I thought It would get stuck, pull out my lashes and I would have nekkid eyelids. But now dont worry, you wont pull em out, you will scald your lids and eyeballs, no worries.Three, whats a better alternative to longer looking curled lasheshes..hmmmm super glueing fake ones on.OK really I am so not sure whats worse, glueing your eyes shut or scalding them shut. Im not really sure.

I think now I have seen it al, but Im sure someone will prove me wrong and make my mouth drop again.

*Sigh* Teenagers

I swear they try to torment you into doing whatever it is you might do to them when you snap.

his morning Shanice has it stuck in her head I am out to get her. I have been threatened, flipped off, sworn at, mocked and whatever else her 14 yo smart ass could come up with. I am so done, I throw in my towel. She wins. I havent spoken to her since that last round of GGOOOOOOO!!!! (imagine god drawn out without the d. like napolian dinomite) Grits under you skin and she loves it.

All because she likes to ba lazt and try her damndest to not do a chore till it is done. A half assed attempt every single time. Well lest night after she said she was finished and had gone to be went into the kitchen and magic it was a complete mess. Even more so then when it usually is. Sometimes there is some dishes left or just some little things. Well I had seen what kind of job she thought she had done and thought she was finished so I sent her back into the kitchen to finish, which allways gives me a great response of eye rollen or some smart ass remark or what didnt i do it is done. well this morning her ma'ma and I deciede that it would be a great day for her to do an outstanding job and do extra. Floor washing, wipeing down cubbord doors, just a general really deep clean of the kitchen. Well she asked me what I was writeing out and I told her her chore list for the day and poof that started the day off grand. Leslie wasnt even to work yet, takes about 20 min to get there, and she already had a message waiting to call home because Shanice had decided to flip me off and just be completely defiant.

Now we had a blow up last week about how the kids are toalked to and the tones taken with them. So I have been doing a damn fine job keeping my temper down and just staying even toned with her. But when she readily admidts she is egging me on it is a bit hard to keep cool, for me anyway.

So now I am a horriable bitch, her words, and am now abuseing her. Because a rule that we normaly have in affect is that if we get attitude over doinf chores we add extra. Les even said that exact thing before she left for work. So I told shenice she had earned herself another room and of course the ramark is "GOOD!! You wouldnt do it anyway." Uggg I swear that child. She only says that to get under my skin cause it pisses me off when I dont get help, so here let me scratch my nails on the chalkboard somemore.

So yeah today I have been a horriable bitch, been flipped off, eye rolled, mocked sworn at and just be pushed to my little edge. Thank god only about 2 1/2 hours before Les and or D get home.

Well we had a good weekend other wise. We went and saw Mr. & Mrs. Smith. It was ok, kinda long but it was an ok movie. Les loved it. She was just so torn over Angilinas clothing falling off and the white sale she had found. Les LOVES Angelina. So She loved it. I would have waited untill it came out at Holywood. HA I always wait.

We BBQ'ed on the 4th and blew off some fireworks. Was fun. wasnt even so hot for it. The humidity calmed down a bit, so it was ok.

Other then that havent been up too much really.

My apointment for my tree guggen therapist got cancelled and I made an apointment for the Shrik. So YEAHHHHH!!!!!!! Two weeks and will be happily medicated.

Well off to do baths before starting dinner.

If my mind would just stop for one damn minuet!!!!

I could go the hell to sleep. Uggg. Staying up untill the wee hours of the morning is kicking my butt! But ya know ya cant reraly fall asleep when your head thinks your siting in the middle of Spagetti Junction in the middle of the night and your thought are raceing by you at a hundred miles an hour and all you see is lights going by. I know it is odd but thes what it looks and feels like behind my lids. A little scary.

Hopefully the shrink I will be seeing sometime soon, have to call back on wednesday to make an apointment, will fix my damn head. Im dont thinking about everything possiable dureing the day about Matt and Tony and my mom adn everything. Isnt there an off button?? Guess not.

Well went out today and picked up a few movies. Shit was picked over like crazy. Not to much to choose from. And damn Hollywood hasnt put anything on mvp in 2 weeks. Anticipationg the 4th I am sure. So we got what we could and went and did a tiny bit of shopping for tonights dinner. Was good. Made subs and chips and grapes. Was very nice not to have to turn on ANY heat source to cook. It has been so damn hot here. And NO rain, at all. So it feels like 300 degrees.

When we got home we got the biggest, comphyest chair. Miss Trisa had brought over an oversized chair and automan. Granted it is this plaid, and dosnt match anythinhg we have, but our shit never matches anyway. It is HUGE and I love it!! Thank you Trisa!!!!! Love ya girl!! I belive after i finish with this blog i iwl be cuddeling up in it to watch some wonderfull infomercial filled tv.

We dont have any plans for the fourth yet. Other then gonna grill some ribs with all the fixins and blow some shit up!! I love how fireworks are legal here. They wernt in MN. And what we could sneak over from Wisconsin wasnt exactly soo cool. Nothing flew in the air. But here, everything goes and it is so damn cool! Last year was fun. The neighborhood we are in blows so much shit up it looks like it is on fire when people are done. It is soo smokey. But fun.

D, Les and Dylans b days are comeing up. D's is on the 113th and les on the 20th and Dyl on the 21st. No plans ar all yet. But I will make sure to post some pics of Dyl's 1st B-day.

Lets see what else.....eh nothing really. I suppose I should go smoke and see if I can find anything on T.V. Maybe fall asleep for a few.

Night.